When It Rains, It Poors!

I love this phrase, because it is so true in my life right now! I didn't think that things could get any worse, but oh gosh....things only keep getting worse! Things were going so great and then all of a sudden things crash! I know that some of them may be my fault and I take full credit for them, but others really were out of my control and it just hurts to see how many people can break others trust just in two nights. It angers my so much to think that others would hurt people like that! Its just not fair! In these times, you feel like there is no one on your side, and you are afraid to have someone on your side in fear that they are just going to go against you as well. Would God do that? Does God take sides? Im so afraid that God is going to side with everyone else and I will just be left here alone. I know that He never leaves us, but I just dont get why...ugh I dont even know anymore! I am so confused...not confused but frustrated and at a lost for words over this! I dont get how people can do this! The best guy in my life...totally betrayed me tonight as well! What is up with this!? I also like the phrase "kick someone while they are down". Man, people really know when someone is down because they sure love to kick them! I feel like there is nothing that I can do anymore to improve things, but only wait for God to change things. I really hope that He does change things! Lets pray for a better week!

Fall Season

Hey everyone! I hope that everyone is having an awesome school year this year! I know that I am! I love my classes and love being around the people that are in my classes. The fall is usually the busiest time for me, and Im sure it is for a lot of other people as well. Oh, by the way, homecoming was great! It was a lot of fun spending time with my friends and getting to know other people! And Sport's Emporium was great too! This week was such a great week! All of my grades have gone up to A's and B's, SADD Officer Elections were this week and I got vice president(Erin, still praying that you got Treasurer!), and I had three volleyball games this week which was a lot of fun! Only one thing sort of bad was going on. Someone started to spread a rumor about me which I didn't pay attention to at first, I just let it go. Then I had random people asking me about it and people even calling me and asking me about it. It bugged me at first, but then I realized that I know the truth and so does God, so I don't need to prove anything to these people! I also got to talk with a relative of mine this week. Basically, their whole side of the family are strong christians and I love being with them. I love talking to her because she brings up points that you would never think of and you learn about things from her that you would never expect. It really helped me to get through the week with all the homework and school drama going on. I hope to see everyone on Monday or maybe even tomorrow at church! Later!

Homecoming 2006

Hey everyone! Wow I can't believe that it's already homecoming time! Last night was the football game. Sadly, we lost! But the good news is that the jr's class float came in second in raising money! Of course, the seniors always win so that's pretty good! Anyways! So tonight is the dance. I am not going with someone (as in a date), but Kylie is coming over at 5:30 to get ready then Lacey is coming over at 6:30 to get pictures with us. My aunt already did my hair, and it is really neat actually. My dress is a lavender color, can't really describe it. If you want to see pictures just let me know and I will bring them whenever I see you next. After the dance, Erin and I are going to hang out for a while before we have to be home. Curfew is not set for both of us so we will probably just come home whenever we get bored. Trust me, we will be home pretty early in that case lol! Oh and Ali, Congratulations sweetie! I am sorry I left before I got to talk to you last night, but hopefully we can get to talk soon! If anyone wants to hang out tonight just call me and let me know. And a reminder to all of my girls, please do not screw it up this year. Lets not have a repeat of what happened two years ago! If you do, please don't tell me about it because I really dont want to know! Not to be mean but I dont want to be in that situation! I love you girls! Well I am off to do some other things before I have to get ready and Kylie gets here! Have an awesome night everyone!