Listen to Your Heart

This song is so true, and great advice. What is meant to be is what is meant to be, and I really thought that you were it. You were my best friend who came along and saved me from the craziness going on around me. You were there for me when no one else but God knew what was going on. You prayed with me, you made me feel loved. If its meant to be, it will be. I still care for you!

A Slower Week to Come!

The weekend is over, so that means that I have to go back to school tomorrow. I think that this is the first time that I have ever had all of my homework and studying done the night before it was due. That is definetely an accomplishment for me. I am so excited for February to get here. Next weekend, Kylie and I are going out the Pittsburgh University to check the school out as well as visit some of our friends. I am excited to hang out with them and kind of just get a way for a while. This is my first trip with just a friend and I so that is also exciting. Glad that my mom trusts me enough to go. Tonight was our party for work, and that was a lot of fun too. I have some awesome friends from there that I think I can't live without at times. One of them, Hannah, is going to go and visit Geneva College with me in a few weeks. That should be fun! I am really excited to see the campus, and I think after I do, I can really really make my decision on what college I want to go to. This week, I only work 2 days which is nice compared to my 5 day week last week. The money is going to be nice, but I am exhausted from it all. I think that I am going to go and check in for the night.

New Semester Has Started

So, we got two days off school at the beginning of the week for Martin Luther King Day and an inservice day. How awesome is that? I went to school on Wednesday so excited for the new semester (mainly because I knew that I had first period study hall). I got there, and they gave me my schedule. They lied to me! They changed my schedule back and now I have Humanities first period! I can't focus that early in the morning, I need a nap before class! I was so upset and they wouldn't really do anything about it at the time so I called my mom and just went home. She was really mad because they lied to me about a class being full when it really wasn't. I went to school Thursday and told myself that I was just going to deal with it and let it go. I now love my first period class because of the people in it. The teacher is goofy but she seems pretty nice. I have 6th period study hall with Sasha now, so I'm not alone in there. Anyways, work has went well this week too. So far I have worked 31 hours and I still have tonight to work! Oh, those hours are from last Friday until last night. I work tonight and I am excited because Sasha and I are hostessing together, and half the time we just sit there and talk because its not busy. I am busy yet again this weekend. I cleaned my room and need to clean some other things yet. I have a ton of homework to do as well, and I work tonight and tomorrow night is our work's party. I also have to go work on a project tomorrow afternoon. Ahhh crazyness!

This Coming Week is Going to Bite

So I went into work last night and looked at the schedule, and I work 5 nights next week. I dont want to work 5 nights. I complain about having to work 3-4, but 5!!!! And I have to go into work tonight yet, and tomorrow morning (during church) I have a servers meeting at work. I feel like I dont have a life anymore haha. I am very happy that we have off on Monday and Tuesday though because then we have a 4 day weekend! I am also glad that the first semester is already over! Wednesday is the first day of the second semester and I am excited for first period study hall where I can sleep! I missed 3 days of school last week, and I wasn't even behind at the end of the day on Friday! Haha that made me laugh because I didn't have anything to make up! I feel like I want to take a nap now, but I have to get ready for work in about 20 minutes so I really can't. I have all day to nap and just now I want to when I really cant. Im going to go and start moving around so I wont fall asleep!

When I Call On Jesus...

This song has been sort of my theme song this weekend. It wasn't one of the greatest weekends that I have ever had, and I don't think that it will be the last bad one either. I had a choice to make. I could let the circumstances around me effect how I was going to live, or I was going to turn to Jesus and ask Him to fill me with His joy. I really was tired of sitting around crying and thinking negatively, so I decided to give Jesus a try. Best decision of the week! Of course it just couldn't be a one time thing either. I had to keep implementing the love that He has for me and His joy in my life to keep me going! I am so thankful for a God who is always there for us even in the tough spots! Here is the song that I am referring to!

Semester Is Almost Over!!!

I never thought that I would be saying this, but I cannot wait until the next semester! I am tired of English class for one. I love the teacher, she is a very sweet lady, but when it comes to teaching, I just want to throw everything she gives me away. She was making me so mad today too. I think she thinks that I like her, which I do, but not as much as she thinks. She was cracking jokes at me and by the end of the class she was like if I let you do this, promise me you will just sit there and be quiet for once. Well, she didn't get her wish because that is impossible for me to be quiet in her class, but she did accomplish to frustrate me. I got my schedule changed yesterday for next semester and it excites me beyond excitement. I have first period study hall with Bazner (best teacher in this world), and 6th period humanities with a bunch of my friends. No more 1st period english class! Oh, and I wont have gym class next semester either! My gym class right now is blah and the only good person in there is Byron. I've also learned to take a new approach on the whole school thing. Teacher's love the oblivious, smart, look at me Im a blonde girls! So, I've learned how to get teachers to grade with leniency. Ah, I love my briliancy at times. Too bad that doesn't work for most teachers haha! Well, off to bed it is!

Senioritis At Its Best

Urgh, I still have 3 essays to write and I definetely dont want to do them right now. I already wrote 2, but they were so boring and took up so much time that right now, I just feel like going to bed and waking up tomorrow morning for school. I love how I waited until tonight to write these when we got them right before we left for Christmas break haha! Its the end of the weekend, and I feel like all I did was homework and work...and I hate that! Last night at work it was so crazy, I came home and just collapsed I was so tired. My legs hurt so badly because of all of the running around that I had to do. I had latin homework, but somehow managed to focus myself this morning to do it. I didn't go to church this morning because I couldn't pull myself out of bed in time and I felt like blah! Figured I had homework to finish and everything anyways so might as well have done it then. But of course I did only a little bit of it. I can't wait until graduation...no more school work for the whole summer, and college where once again I will continue to be lazy...someday I'll learn..actually...I doubt it! Going to finish my essays...probably not, but maybe in a bit!

Stress Levels Are Going Down

Finally, this semester is almost over. I never knew I would find an english class so challenging, but I have. I love the class, at least what we learned and what not, but she is a very challenging teacher who barely gives us time to breathe. I think I have had homework for her every night up until now. The only reason why I don't have homework for her this weekend is because I turned my paper in yesterday for extra credit. Ah, the last english paper for her! I am so happy that its over with. I still have like 2 or 3 finals in her class which is going to be rough. Since I got that paper done, and my Ap physics write up project done...I can relax sort of. Besides those 5 essays I need to write for Ap government, I have a pretty relaxed weekend. I cant believe that theres only about 5 months until graduation! One more semester after this one and High school is over! Totally cannot wait. Worked last night and have to work tonight, then its a free weekend hehe! I struggled so much this week with getting to bed at a decent time and getting up on time! It was so hard. I think I only woke up on time one day, and Im not even sure how I pulled that one off! Anyways, I have some things I need to get done around the house!

Back To School Tomorrow!

Ugh, dreading this so very much. I still have a paper to write, and some other small things to do. I found out that one of my projects isn't due until Friday so that makes everything so much better! The sad thing is now Im so tired that I just want to go to bed, and I wasted all of break messing around and waited until tonight to do my paper lol! Today was the lamest New Years Day ever haha! I woke up and gave mom her birthday gifts and stuff then came back to my room and fell asleep. Then we went out to my aunt and uncles for food, and that was pretty boring. I left there early to go and work on a project that isn't due until Thursday. Dang, school is busy without it even being open! Well, the weekend isn't so far away! I just want to sleep right now so badly but can't. This is why I shouldn't procrastinate. You think that I would learn, but have yet to do so. Maybe this year will be different (haha I highly doubt that). Well I am going to go and start my paper and hopefully get to bed sometime soon!