Not So Great Days

Well just by the title you all can guess that things aren't going so great. I dont know why I am complaining or even bringing this up, because some people have it so much worse! But things at home just seem to hit a pit, and we cant get out. I know how we can get out, obviously God could get us out, but He's not the center or our family. He may be the center of my life, but not of our family. I pray and pray, and I know God hears me, but sometimes I wonder if His timing is ever going to come! I need to be patient I know, and not give up, but how much more of this can I handle? I was literally making myself sick tonight worrying about how things at home would be. I was scared I would get yelled at or something! And I have to admit, lately, I have not been following God and His ways. I have been going my own way and not really paying attention to Him at times, and that is going to change! I just want things to be okay and for my parents to have a good relationship. Its not that they dont, but sometimes it seems shaky, or that we aren't even a family. Oh well, as I say, this too shall pass. Feel free to comment, Im heading to bed. I have physical therapy in the morning...yipee! God Bless!