Worse Days to Come

Yep, things are getting so much worse. Tonight I feel like I cant do anything right. Things in school are going horrible, I dont even know if I am going to pass many of my classes. My parents are going crazy on me. Everyones going mad on me. I feel so alone, the only one who loves me anymore is God. I seriously am about to give up on anything and everything that I can and try to do. My knee is rehurt because my coach made a mistake but yet my parents take it out on me. I cant stop crying tonight either. I was going to call and talk to someone about it but I dont think that I can. I am scared that they are going to go off on me too or something. Who knows...but all I know is that things need to improve or else Im going to explode. Teachers aren't helping me with anything. I dont want to go to school anymore. My birthdays next week and believe it or not I dont really care about it. Im getting my permit and I dont really care. Its like nothing matters anymore. I just want things to settle down and be the way they used to be. The only friends I have I think are Dewey and Jen. Sometimes I even wonder..but they love me I know that! Oh well I guess it will pass..