When It Rains, It Poors!

I love this phrase, because it is so true in my life right now! I didn't think that things could get any worse, but oh gosh....things only keep getting worse! Things were going so great and then all of a sudden things crash! I know that some of them may be my fault and I take full credit for them, but others really were out of my control and it just hurts to see how many people can break others trust just in two nights. It angers my so much to think that others would hurt people like that! Its just not fair! In these times, you feel like there is no one on your side, and you are afraid to have someone on your side in fear that they are just going to go against you as well. Would God do that? Does God take sides? Im so afraid that God is going to side with everyone else and I will just be left here alone. I know that He never leaves us, but I just dont get why...ugh I dont even know anymore! I am so confused...not confused but frustrated and at a lost for words over this! I dont get how people can do this! The best guy in my life...totally betrayed me tonight as well! What is up with this!? I also like the phrase "kick someone while they are down". Man, people really know when someone is down because they sure love to kick them! I feel like there is nothing that I can do anymore to improve things, but only wait for God to change things. I really hope that He does change things! Lets pray for a better week!