Total 360 Confusion

Ive never felt like this before. I never want to leave this place...as in my town...and for the past like 10 years all I wanted was to leave. Ive made so many friends here over the past like month its not even funny. I feel like they are my second family and I have never felt like this about anyone else before...sadly to say, not even my church family! I mean, I love my church family to death, but for some reason I dont feel as close to them. But I should feel close to them because we have something very huge in common. The other friends may have this, but its not something that we really share together. I love these people so much, maybe its because I want to share with them what I have. Maybe its because I feel like I can be myself around them and not feel judged. When I am around my christian friends, I feel like I may say or do something wrong that will make them question me or think that I am a bad person. Maybe I am just being an idiot...comments would be wonderful on this...thank you!