He Will Never Leave Me? Then Why Do I Feel So Alone??

I admit...this is a question that I ask a lot. I actually am asking it a lot right now. Today was a tough, emotional day, and I have a feeling that it will be like this for a while. At first, I chose to cry and turn to people. Then someone asked me a tough question, "have you prayed yet?" And I honestly had to say no. Thats when I turned to God. I tried to fall asleep so maybe I could sleep through most of this, and while I was laying here I just kept saying "Please God, take control...please help me!" So far, I have full faith in Him that things will work out for His good. In a devotion that I read today, it was talking about worrying and just trusting in God. Sometimes we feel like no one is on our side. As if we were all alone and there was no one that was going to help us. The verse that they shared was Deuteronomy 31:8 which says:

Deuteronomy 31:8
8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."

I believe that that passage is what is truly going to get me through this. Isn't is awesome how our God promises us that He will never leave us! I cried when I read this, because it was the answer to what my heart wanted to hear. I admit, I still am kind of nervous and very tense, but I could be a lot worse! I also talked to someone who is very encouraging. I asked her if I needed to, would she back me up. And she said she would because she knew the truth. I love my church friends so much, and thank you Kris!