Love...Sucks
Sigh...I dont get this at all. My so called boyfriend decided that he wanted to tell my best friend that he liked her. So of course she came and rubbed it in my face...I dont even know what to think right now. Of all people...my best friend! Well...she is no longer my best friends...best friends dont go around bragging and it seems like she was deliberately trying to hurt me. The past two weeks both of them have been acting funny and I should have suspected this. Ugh it hurts so badly. I just dont understand why a friend would do this. Is this God's way of trying to show me something? I cant even begin to explain how much this hurts. I cant wait to go to college and get out of this place. I want to start over. I want things to not hurt like this anymore. It sucks so badly. I dont understand why God is letting this pain happen! Is it because I have become too comfortable? I just dont understand...
posted by Jen @ 12:09 AM
1 Comments:
Ok first. I'm really sorry about everything that seems to be happening right now between you and your friend and boyfriend. I know it hurts when things like this happen. Maybe this is God's way of showing you something. I don't know what but pray about it. God had a reason for everything that happens. He had a reason for you and I getting to know each other and then getting in so many fights, and I finally figured out what He was trying to show me. The whole time I was focusing on are friendship and turning to you when I should have been turning to God. He used are frienship to show me that. I hope we can build are friendship back up. Ok I hate to break it to you but when you go to college things will still happen and you will still get hurt but God will never put you through anything you can't handle. You can get through this. Maybe this is Godn's way of saying turn your focus to him more. I don't know. Just continue to pray about it Jen. Wasn't it you that told me that God helped you through some of your Hardest times. Well i'm telling you this now. Just give it up to God Jen. I know it hurts. I had the same thing happen to me. I'll pray for you Jen. I love you and I do care about you, but God cares about you more than anyone. He doesn't want to see you hurting but sometimes He allows us to go through things that hurt in order to show us things. I think that's why he's allowing you to go through this. PRAY Jen that's all you can do and give it up to God. Love you and even if you don't believe this I'm always here if you need to talk
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