College Volleyball Not For Me

The first day of try outs for club was today. I figured that it wouldn't be too bad and it was only to prepare me to play for college. I showed up, everyone was at least a foot higher than me. When we were warming up our hitting, everyone was hitting straight down while mine were floating in the air. When the coaches would hit at us, my arms turned fire engine red because of how hard he was hitting them. I felt like I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. It was scary! But the thing was, I wasn't having fun. That was the first thing that showed me that this wasn't really for me. So now when Im looking for a college, I can rule out anything to do with volleyball. If this is what it is going to be like in college, then where is the fun? So anyways...today was/is busy crazy! Church then volleyball then church again then dinner then church again then movies! Ahh and its not even over yet...well best be getting ready for church...