Rough Day Back

Today I decided that I was going to go back to school. I thought that I was ready for it, but I most definetely wasn't. I got tired easily and struggled to get through the whole day. I was going to go home after like 4th period but then realized that I had a lot of work to make up in my other classes as well. I had a ton of work to do tonight, mainly studying for tests that I need to make up...soon! I called off work once again, knowing that when I got home from school, I would only want to fall onto my bed and never wake up. Today really got me discouraged, and it really bites. I am very bad with change, so whenever it happens I really freak out. Oh and, guys are pointless at this point. I have decided that I will know who God has planned for me, and I have not found this person yet. Why do I need to go looking when God will bring him to me. That had me discouraged, but then I realized that I am going to college next year and there are going to be so many other guys that I am going to blog about haha! I may have thought before that each guy I met was the one, but I am getting better at this. I can definetely sense it now when the certain guy isn't the one. After a few weeks, I have learned that this last one was nothing but a disaster and kind of a waste of time! Mean, and probably seen as harsh, but most definetely true! Okay if I want to have a better day tomorrow, I just need to end this one and get to sleep!