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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Exams..Already?

Well, this week has been the first week of exams, and I am not liking it at all. I have had one already and 2 tomorrow. I didn't do the greatest on my first one, but thats okay! At least I didn't fail it! Tomorrow's exams I am not too worried about. They are classes that I find to be easier and I understand them more. I am absolutely loving it here. I have been struggling with adjusting to the environment but its getting better. At times its overwhelming because everything that you are around is christian, and it doesn't really feel like its a relationship on a personal level. I love going to chapel, but sometimes I feel as if I am not getting much out of it because it is so much. There are 4 chapels a week, and I have decided that I am only going to 3 of them. The Friday chapels aren't really that amazing anyways. It is like a prayer service, but it reminds me of something you hear about Catholic services or something. Staying up late has gone to the next level. I stayed up until 5 am Sunday morning and had to be up by 8:30 to get ready for church. Then, last night, I started writing a paper at about 1 am, so I didn't get to bed until about 2. I guess its okay when I can take naps and everything. I am still not motivated in doing my homework, but I am doing better at it. My goal for now is to take my relationship with God back to a place where it feels personal, rather than me feeling as if I am in one huge cluster of a relationship.

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