Life Is Hard!

So, I thought that this whole college thing would make life so much easier and that everything would get better, but it doesnt. First off, I am not sure if I am even going to pass this semester. I feel like I am trying so hard, but continuously fail. I really am trying and that is what is bugging me. I dont know what more I can really do. Another thing is that I feel like I have run away from home. It seems like anytime I talk to someone from Pennsylvania (with the exception of Lisa because she only says positive things and wont talk about anything negative) I am hearing just horrible things that are going on. It seems like everyone is depressed, and things are really changing. I want to go home so badly just because I want everyone to know that I am there to help. Its not like I will be of much help, but I could at least feel like I am doing something rather than being 8 hours away having the time of my life. I love this place. I love the atmosphere and just being able to be myself without being judged. I love having fun in a crazy way and no one really caring what you are doing. I love being able to just have fun without alcohol and everything else. I know that I can catch up on everything here, and I know that I can do what it takes to pass this semester, but I feel like things at home are kind of pulling me away from really focusing here. I just wish life would slow down and everything would calm down.