Sometimes Its Just Good To Be Home

These past couple of days have been great. I have been just laying around, eating pretty much anything I want, not having to study, and having life back to the way it was before going to college. Tonight I am working for the first time since I have been back and I am pretty excited about that! I was supposed to work this Saturday night too, but things have changed. I went to the doctors yesterday and we thought that things would be okay and he would just change my medicine. Of course, it couldn't be that easy. He told me that I would have to get a "procedure" (I like that word better than surgery) done on Friday to stretch my bladder and to take some biopsies. So, we are hoping that this is the right step towards figuring out what is really causing me all of these problems. Everytime I think about having to go back to school, I dread it mainly because of the work. I really am not looking forward to another semester of school work. I feel like I don't really have the energy to work hard enough to pull off what I did this semester. I know it is only the beginning of CHristmas break so I shouldn't really be worrying about it, but I am worried that my mindset will not change within the next couple of weeks. J-term will be nice in that it wont be a lot of work, but its the next semester that is stressful. I also wont have my best friend there...so this is going to be quite different and challenging.