Finally Going Back

The day has finally (well pretty much finally) come. Tomorrow I finally get to go back to school! Not that it hasn't been nice not having to do school work or anything, but I love school so much more than I do being at home. I have even began to call school home. Its so weird! I keep telling myself that I am not coming back here, but I know I will. I would do so much better if I wouldn't come home, but of course I would be silly enough to ignore that and come back anyways. I am a little worried about January Term. Donna is no longer at HU, which is what really is concerning me. Most of my friends went off campus for J-Term, so I feel like I am going to have to start over in making friends which I really don't want to do. But, I guess thats okay. The more friends the better right? I was thinking about staying in Pa for January Term, but then realized that I don't even really like it here so what good would that do? All I have to worry about is what I am going to do this summer as far as not coming home. Its not that I don't want to come home, its that I am happier when I am else where. When I am home for like a long weekend or something its okay, but when it comes to long breaks like this, I have noticed that it is a lot worse. Plus, I'm afraid if I come home then the doctor may try and do more procedures which I am not okay with! Alas, tomorrow...the day that I have been waiting for!