My God Is Bigger Than This

Today was my 6 month check up with my urologist. I was really excited because I thought that things would be good and that I would maybe only have to see him once a year, not twice. The sad thing is that things are slowly getting worse. I am having more pain, and as many of you know I recently passed yet another kidney stone. I have upped both of my medications to four times a day instead of three. First thing that the doctor did was decided to put me on yet another medication. I feel like that is all that they do. My other options are surgery again and treatments, and I think we are leaning towards the treatment just because the surgery is something that we have done before. Today after my appointment I was really upset and discouraged knowing that this is all continuing and not getting better, but is a set back. It took me a while to realize that my God is so much bigger than this. To Him, this is nothing. There are so many other people who are suffering far worse than I. Tonight, I offered a piece of cake to a guy who is always at my work. I learned that he is living out of a shed and does not have work as of right now. My mom pointed out that that was probably the only thing that he had eaten all day. Who am I to complain? I am being taken care of, not only by my doctors, but my God is who is so much greater. I choose not to worry, because the love of my God will pull me through. He will be my comforter, my strength, and my rock.